Didn’t mean to– and no this isn’t a sorry. I wasn’t trying to come off like
that, rude. I–It’s just, connecting is really hard, especially when you feel
alone. I didn’t stop trying though, maybe not hard enough. See, I use to think I
was afraid of connecting to people, now I’m just scared of them leaving. Why
wasn’t the connection strong enough to stay?
— Day Sibley
Why do you mess everything up?!
The welts from your belt turned into authorial fist
I wanted you dead for a long time now. Perhaps I
I should have aborted you!
You thought I took something from you the moment
I grew into your womb. Maybe you should have, as I
don’t see the point in living if I want to be dead.
Leave then, I don’t care where you go!
I don’t know everything in the world, but if
I can survive the Hell you gave me, walking on
eggshells in my own home perhaps what the world will do is nothing.
I love you baby.
You’re the reason why I second guess those
words anytime it flies out of someone’s mouth.